random things and stuff

I noticed today that I am still losing weight even though I'm a major gym slacker. I'm still good about what I eat, even though I'm bad about WHEN I eat so what's that all about? I'm not making time for the gym. I guess right now I just don't want to do it. It made me feel better, stronger and better, but I just don't feel like it. Gilad keeps calling my name. I should get to that at least. But I don't feeeeeeel like it.

My assigned Rebif nurse called today when we were on our way to art class. She's like so one more month then maybe you'll come back? I didn't leave YOU lady come on now. I do think I'll go back to Rebif. I know how to deal with those side affects, I know everything about it so I may as well stick with it. That's a whole thing though. It's out of my system so I'll need to titrate back up to the normal dose again. When I started the Copaxone I was just about reaching the level where it does the most good now when I reach that level with Copaxone I'll be switching again. It is what it is. I'll be glad to be on a different med when we go to the family reunion though. Less syringes to carry with me. (That's not negative, it;s realistic) A beach reunion in June will be a whole other thing to deal with. I don't think I'm going to have too much fun since the coolest place is in the water and water and I aren't friends. I may hang out with Grandma O in her room.

Speaking of trips, we'll be going to Atlanta to see Uncle Joe then driving to a wedding in Alabama in January. I think it might be smart to carry 2 or 3 extra syringes in case we are stalled for some odd reason. We're driving but still.

Wednesday I'm going to see Zoe again. She has another "client", or whatever she calls us, that has Lyme Disease and she wants us to meet. Apparently we have similar attitudes and similar issues. It should be interesting. She mentioned this a long time ago to me and to this chick and we both agreed. I wonder if this is commonplace. It can't be a bad thing to meet someone who is similar in personality and going thru similar circumstances. We shall see. PS this will be the third installment of leave Meredith at Ms D's house while I/we go do something.

Why am I up at 1:14. Can't sleep. I made a deal with myself that I'm going to start going to bed at 11 at the latest. All I do is lay there and flip over like 98569826 times. That doesn't work for the other people in my bed. Red needs to sleep b/c he gets up before dawn cracks when he's actually home a night and the small girl is CRANKY if she doesn't sleep. Who am I kidding, we're ALLLLLLLLLLL cranky if we don't sleep.

Tomorrow we're taking the dude his lunch b/c there's nothing here for him. Then we're going to the NEX and the commissary. At the good base. I don't like the backwards one that's not far from us.

OK. Off to find something to entertain me on the internet.