It's amazing...

how much the people you've met online can influence your life. It's also amazing how much you can click with someone you've only seen irl one time. How they can know things about you that no one else does. How they can share similar thoughts and feelings. It's just amazing.

I'm tired in every way you can be tired. Drained and I don't have enough reserves for anything else. When and if the other shoe drops whomever is in my line of sight is in for it. Seriously. Hopefully something can be done about this relatively soon. Hopefully. I'm not counting on it though b/c sometimes people are flaky.

I called and asked for my Rebif back. I have to start over again with the titration pack but that's fine by me. I have to get a gyn referral and see what kind of bc they'll let me have. Hopefully a tubal. That would be ideal. Actually a hysterectomy would be ideal but I doubt they'd do that for me. Fuckers. Yes I just said that.