Friday, May 23, 2008

I'm tired...

but I can't go back to sleep.

Ever start a day with a simple question that gets a smart ass reply so you get mad and can't go back to sleep? I did that today. Not good when I didn't go to bed until like 1 then got up at 6 b/c I was concerned and trying to be nice. Whatever.

The day shoudl be long sicne I'm already tired and it has hardly started. Last night sucked. I sat on the couch for awhile b/c my left leg went stupid so I had to wait until I thought I could put weight on it since Meredith was asleep on my lap. I'm crazy thirsty. I'm tired even when I've gotten sleep. Too much crap. Whatever. Oh 300mg neurontin. May as well get used to it. I need ot practice sleeping sitting up and maybe stop drinking fluids so I don't need to pee when I'm stuck. Or wear depends so I can pee myself like a decrepit old lady should.

I have a lot to do so I need to make a list. I need to do it before I take this next shot today b/c I'm betting it makes me feel like poop again. Waste another day feeling bad.

Man have I got a bad attitude. I'm going to spread it like a disease so I should warn everyone today. Bad mood alert.

3 comments:

Diana from Dallas said...

hugs
keep on truckin

The Nicks Family said...

*HUGS* Navasha! You are doing awesome, especially considering the circumstances!

soldiermomof3 said...

I still vote for you to write a book. I'm really enjoying reading your blog. Is that twisted to enjoy it? I'm not giggeling over your pain of course, but I did get a kick in the knee over the Indianna Jones spoon bit. I totaly agree. Just like the crappy ass Cracker Jacks suprises now a days.
Maybe one day you'll be on Oprahs book club if you listen to me.