Music class day...

and maybe it'll be fun. Yeah uh huh.

Yesterday the doctor doubled my neurontin. He said he had me on the lowest dose and now it was time to start to up it since it wasn't working. I also told him all the crap that has been happening. He offered provigil for fatigue (it's really bugging me. I coudl sleep all day and still be tired). I need to look it up b/c I'm not a big fan of medication. I can't justify taking all kinds of crap for the rest of my life if I can find another way to manage my issues.

Today is the first day of full dose shots. The doc suggested I take motrin instead of tylenol and maybe benadryl as well for the premedication. I'll try it b/c if it makes me feel better I'd rather take just motrin and benadryl as if I have allergies instead of more other crap that will screw me. The benadryl though, I thought it was one of those milk reducing drugs. That may not be a bad thing though b/c the small girl has been nursing like crazy and on the days she starts to slow down or if she goes like 5 hours without nursing I'm in pain and leaking. Thats not cool.

I need to get a box and go to a notary sometime soon. Maybe this afternoon when Stink wakes up. We need to get a birthday gift too so we really do need to go out.

Everything is the same except I am now on 300mg neurontin at night and 300mg neurontin in the am.