my first tysabri infusion date

is october 14th. I've been reading other blogs about people who take tysabri. it doesn't sound scary to sit there with the people getting chemo or whatever else and have them stick my meds straight in my body thru a vein while I sit in a chair and can't move for awhile. I'll bring a book or something. Or maybe an assignment to type. or something. I asked someone to go with me. she said yes and I know she'd go but this will be in the middle of a very important time for her. good luck girl. I know you'll see this eventually. you go kick ass and I will too.

the little girl has mostly weaned. she has done it on her own for the most part. she was with me when i filled out all the paperwork for the new med. i used that as a good time to explain why she couldn't have any more milk from mama. she's asked a few times and I reminded her. she gets angry but she tells me she's mad at me. turns away then thinks about it. then we snuggle. poor girl.

I can't think of anything else right now. things are just kinda complicated. I have been gyming it pretty well since school started. it's good to have time for that.

so I have a delimma

Several children need assistance and I am available. BUT I already have green snot over nothing. I won't make it if I expose myself to too much shit. What to do what to do. I am almost positive what Dr S would say and I know he's right I just feel like turd for having to do it. BUT it's hard enough keeping myself healthy around little booger pickers.

Damn it all to hell!!