I go back up to 44 today...

bad timing. Tomorrow I am 33 and I was going to go to lunch with several friends. I may not make it if I haven't gotten used to the meds yet. DANGIT!

Um today is nothing new. I took the we're not living here any longer over to the office YAYA and I'm mailing the deposit and the info for the new house. If/when we get it I'll post info.

That is all. Bye.

Someone loves their Little People...

and would rather play than nap. That's what she's getting for my birthday. That's what I said. My Birthday. We're going to go to Toys R Us and get a Little People set. I think the Busy Day Home. I want to play with it too. Are you supposed to give your kid your birthday gift? What if you play with it too? Who asked you anyway? ;)

Nothing has changed including the back weirdness and the smoke outside. This week is right side shots I think. I need to look at the calendar.

PS I do read the comments and I comment back in my head. Just fyi.

I forgot..

to post yesterday. But nothing happened. We stayed home b/c I was still feeling like crap and the smoke outside from North Carolina wasn't worth fighting. It's truly nasty.

Today we have a lot to do. We went to see another house that I liked a lot so I'm thinking if the other one actually gets taken we'll go for this one. It's more money but there's more to offer in the neighborhood. I'd actually stay there for the rest of our time here. Plus it's not far from Red's new job. Oh and I can paint. Hehe.

This little girl is half on my nerves today. She won't stand still. She wants on then off then on my lap. I'm glad we're pretty busy b/c maybe she'll be worn out. It'll be a late nap day but that may be a good thing. OH OH last night she went to sleep at NINE. I think that time will work for me. Maybe we'll go for 8:30 but YAYAYA! So now we can go to early play dates and she won't look drugged.

I think that once again the neurontin needs to be upped b/c I've got this back numbness thing that's really bothering me. I also need to make my next blood work talk to Dr. S appt in about 2 weeks. Then I can make it for the end of July. I also need to make a girly appt. Will I be on bc again or will I get vitamins. Inquiring minds want to know.

Today was Meredith's first...

dentist appt. She wouldn't sit in the chair for them to look (oh and for a quick picture), except on my lap, and she wouldn't open her mouth so the hygienist could look at first but she got comfortable and gave in a bit (especially after being bribed with a new toothbrush). She knows my dentist so she opened her mouth for her as well (it helped that the dentist was EXCITED about Meredith's rad shoes and her socks that felt soft :)). She has 4 more molars yet to come and looks fine on all other fronts. No more visits until she's 3.

I have this weird flu thing from my shot yesterday. If I keep popping motrin I'm half ok but it's seriously annoying. Once again everything else is the same.

wednesday...

i had a dentist appt...no cavities. we went to music class. and we decided to rent not buy. do you know how difficult it is to get a mortgage when you only have a general poa? i never expected all these issues to come up and i can't do jack about them. geez.

i'm trying to find another house b/c the one i wanted should have a renter. blah.

everything else is the same. it's a shot day.

The short girl...

we were with yesterday was very straightforward with me, like I know she can be, and it made me think. So, yesterday when I was sitting with the needle in my leg (ON THE LEFT) and not wanting to push the plunger b/c I knew it would hurt I said to myself, "suck it up slacker" pushed it and moved on. Thanks for the "pep talk" man. You know who you are. I appreciate it. Seriously.

So I did a Gilad today and I shredded 90000 documents. I found Red's old will, I know there's a current version so I need that too just fyi b/c I know you're reading this on occasion. Now I'm wasting time. I'm about to go back in the other room and watch a few DVRed shows b/c someone doesn't want to take a nap so I still have the whole time she sleeps, whenever that happens. I hear her in there messing around. Whatever.

I feel ok. Tired , crawly, all the normal everything else. Just waiting for Red to come home.

Monday...

went shopping and had lunch with a friend. I'm on the prowl for the right white sandals for Stink. Her old ones are too small so I tossed them. Brown doesn't go with everything.

Nothing has changed. I took all of my meds on time and just did my shot in the left leg. A small girl is in her room b/c she's not being too nice so I thought I'd post.

One weird thing actually, it feels like crap is crawling on my legs all the time. I keep brushing my leg but there's nothing there. Weird.

So, I'm not on my way to sign the lease..

instead we're going to start the buying process when Dude gets home. I've seen a lot of properties that might work for us in online searches. Now to get a realtor and go seeeeee them. It's kinda scary but it's a good thing. May as well upgrade and add equity to our own home and not someone else's.

Today we're going to go out and do a few things. I'm letting Stink sleep b/c nothing opens for awhile. I may also do a Gilad when she wakes up before I take a shower on principle. When she naps I'm going to tackle this bedroom. There's too much crap piled in here and it's making me ill. I hate looking at clutter.

Last night I was crazy tired then I slept well, mostly, but I'm still tired right now. Typical. I knwo when it's time for neurontin b/c I get the back tinglys. I also think I may need to up my dose again but I won't even consider that until I go back to the neurologist for more blood work. I also have a thing where I'm considering not taking the shots any longer. One more week of 22 then I go back up to 44. What if I get sick off it again? I need to be on the full dose. I don't want to walk around sick off of meds. I feel liek crap often enough I don't need to add that on top of everything. I don't know. I have to think about it and talk to Red and talk to Dr. S. It's a big decision thing. Is it worth being sick now to maybe avoid being MORE sick later? What if it's not working for me the way it should? I guess only time will tell. Time and another MRI that hopefully shows no new lesions.

Ok that's all. Everything is the same. This week is LEFTLEFTLEFT for the shots. Oh, and I have a dentist appt on Wednesday. I need ot remember to mention the dry mouth and that I'm having some serious sensitivity on the left side where they filled my cavity. She said it would be sensitive for awhile, but how long is awhile?

Saturday Saturday Saturday

Saturday and I had a date with Gilad. He is much better than the other Fit TV jokers I DVR so he wins.

Yesterday I was sitting to the table holding the needle trying to will myself to stick it in my arm. Meredith is looking from me to the needle and has her arm up just like me (I do the injections on the underside towards my armpit). Then I just do it and it hurts. I think I don't want to do it any longer. I have a choice right? No, not really. I have to take the fricking meds.

Today is sit at home day. We were going to go to the park this evening with Mrs D and her kids but it rained for a bit. It's also crazy smoky from the fires in North Carolina so I'm not so sure that's going to happen.

Oh well. That's all. Besides the fact that everything is the same BUT I think I slept 7 straight hours last night. It was a fluke but I'll take it.

Waiting for Fed Ex...

b/c my Rebif is now coming from Expresscripts! I have to pay but it's not much. I also will get 3 months at a time and won't have to wait at the hospital for 2 years with a kid who is only entertained by the people walking by for so long. Soooo much better than driving and waiting once a month! YAYAY!

Then we're going to return the lead paint boxes and get new ones before Meredith realizes that she can reach the shelf with her hair stuff and , sigh, diapers. We're still working on the pee thing. The afternoons are hard for her for some reason. She'll get it. Even with the timer she pees after or right before. But she says uh oh and goes running so she knows it's happening. There's no rush really. And since we're about to move and dude will be back early I think that might throw her off more.

I don't feel all that hot today for some odd reason. I think it's paranoid to blame everything on MS but I never felt like this every dang day until the past year or so. Oh well. Everything is the same.

OHOH This stinking playgroup that I swore I was going to quit b/c the chicks don't watch their kids well this one chick always brings her older kid to open gym at Tumbles. He might be 4 or 5. Either way, every other kid was born in 2006 so the oldest just turned 2 in January so they're still short and at the same developmental stage as all the other kids. This old smash into everyone kid IS SICK. She brought him when she thinks he has the croup b/c he had stopped coughing that morning but is still coughing now. WTH?!? If Meredith gets sick I won't be all that happy. I guess if she's going to get sick now is better than later but why bring a kid who's too old to play, then ignore the rules and let him play and treat all the other kids like bowling pins AND he's sick? Come on now. I'm going to have to say something to her. No one else will b/c they're all scared of her or something. I can be diplomatic at times. ;) I'll have to be this time.

Thursday.

I'm signing our lease on Sunday. YAYAYA! I need to go buy some stuff when we move in. I want to go to Ikea really b/c we need shelving and stuff. Meredith will have a real playroom so I want one of those little plastic or wooden table sets too.

No issues from yesterdays shot I don't think but everything else is the same. Nothin much to say so I'll stop now.

Another day...

shot in the belly on the right side. Um weirdo back numbness and everything else that's normally wrong is still wrong.

Dude should be home relatively soon. GOOD.

I don't have anything else to say.

Today is June 17.

My Dad has been gone for 2 years. I looked up his online memorial thing the funeral home did and it really is still there. http://www.mem.com/Story.aspx?ID=1409551 Oh well.

We found a house that looks like it'll work today. Only 51 bucks more than we pay now in rent so that's cool especially considering th e fact that it has one more bedroom...actually like 500 more sq feet. That works for me. Plus there's nothing but old people neighbors and it's not all that far from where we are now. We like this area so that works too. I talked to the owner today for like 20 minutes while Meredith played in the backyard. Yes I said Backyard. YAYAYA BACKYARD!! She said she'd hold it for us since we won't be moving for like a month. Red is wanting to look at houses now when he gets home so if we find something that's worthy maybe we'll buy sooner than I thought.

There were 2 others that I liked as well. One had a pond in the back yard...um nope. The other has another person ahead of us wanting it and the street it's on is pretty busy. Nope.

I don't have shot issues happening today. Everything else is the same. I even remembered to take my neurontin today. YAYAY for me! That is all.

I forgot to take my neurontin today

until about an hour ago. I started feeling odd then realized that I hadn't taken it.

We went driving to see these houses that I am interested in. One is crazy cheap. I want to get the keys and go inside to be sure nothing is crazy wrong with it. Also, the owner is out of the country, like living out of the country, so we'd need a local contact in case we had issues. ANYWAY. I also found out that the Navy will move us since we are moving on orders. Even in the same city sea to shore orders gets you a Navy move! YAYAYAYA!! B/c I was sooo not looking forward to moving in the heat.

Last night was the same. AF is nearly gone so that's back to my old schedule. Lets see what happens in 28 days.

Today is RIGHTRIGHTRIGHTRIGHT shot day.

Happy Father's Day Dude...

I hope the seas are nice to you today!

Nothing new. It's going to rain or something, at least it looks like it, so we'll be in today. 600mg neurontin, wierd hands and back. Tired, headaches. Normal.

Happy Father's Day to all the good Dad's out there!

It's Saturday...

And Stink DO finally went to sleep. She DID NOT want to take a nap but I knew she needed to. I'm looking for boxes. We're going to do a DITY move, that's right orders are on the horizon and they're for here, so I need to start packing so we can move ourselves. We thought about buying but don't really want to do that speedily and without Red here to help pick so we'll rent again then buy when we're done with the Navy. There are 90,000 places to buy boxes from. I'm having a hard time choosing. We're going to go drive by a house I saw that's available Aug 1. Hopefully the neighborhood doesn't suck b/c I kinda liked it.

Anyway, I think I slept well last night. Mostly. My back isn't being nice and neither are my hands. I'm still tired and have a headache. I actually got up to take meds last night b/c my head hurt so badly. I don't have a gut ache although I did yesterday evening. It was not a cramp ache it was a eww what'd you eat ache only I hadn't eaten anything odd. 600 total mg neurontin. too many mg ibuprofen and a shot in the arm on the LEFT SIDE that went well happened yesterday. I think I like injecting without the auto injector. There's no surprise with a click. Watching the needle go in actually makes it not hurt so much. Makes no sense but hey whatever works.

2 years 2 weeks and one day

the AF comes back to visit. Good thing I had all the stuff still under the bathroom sink. So far it's not different than it used to be. No cramping, no nothing. No big deal. It's just weird to have to pay attention to that again.

We went to the Children's Museum in Portsmouth today. It was kinda fun. Meredith ran around liek she had lost her mind. I think this one is really meant for older kids but whatever. There was a Girl Scout troop there and one of the little girls was Meredith's best friend. Whenever we ran across them again Meredith would run up to them and grab this little girls' hand. It was kind of cute. And the little girl was so nice to her, helping her do all the activities and stuff.

Last night I slept ok. I'm still tired so whatever. I took the neurontin, considered the provigil, still have a headache and weird back numbness. Hand stuff but no foot stuff. That's all. Oh Today is shot day.

The end.

PS Don't you think Baby Da will be an excellent bus driver when she grows up? ;) Oh and that's Meredith the archaeologist, Meredith the builder and Meredith and Mama in a super cool light thing they had that took Mama 5 years to figure out how to make the camera actually take a picture.

Last nights shot...

was done earlier, after dinner, and in my THIGH. I also didn't use the autoinjector b/c I am wasting half the meds in the 44 syringe to allow myself to get used to the meds. The titration pack was supposed to have allowed that but I guess it wasn't a long enough trial b/c I'm doing it for longer. Works for me. I don't feel like I did Tuesday today so that's WONDERFUL. I do have a headache and am tired but that's normal and there's no stomach ewness so I'll take it.
The thigh thing is a big ole deal b/c I've been scared to try it so far. The needle didn't hurt and I actually did the injection very slowly. If you rush a manual inject it's supposed to hurt so I tried to avoid the fast push, since my leg isn't an HPLC and I don't want to go to lunch after the standards are run, and it worked. YAYA for having another spot for injections! This whole thing totally made my day yesterday. It ended on a really good note...a manual inject that went well and a call from Red.

This am we're trying to do the underwear thing. Yesterday Meredith picked out a pack of underwear from Target. SO far she's gone thru 2 pair. The first she was sitting on my lap and went uh oh. Gross. The second she came running to me but we didn't make it to the potty in time. But, she has gone in the potty once and got her potty dance, woohoo and hi-5s. Oh and a yellow happy face sticker Dada left here. I have the timer set. It was for every 30 minutes but I changed it to 15 b/c she seems to pee right before the 30 minutes is up. The bathroom is boring. We need to play Zelda in there or something while waiting for the peepee to come out. I'm not sure I can keep this up all day b/c we need to go to the postoffice and to Walgreens to get my pictures. Maybe that'll be diaper time then back to underwear when we get home. I think we'll try underwear all weekend unless she objects. I do think she knows when she's going to go pee, she just underestimates the time it'll take to get to the potty. I can't let her go naked b/c I'm not cleaning carpet pee. I already had to clean couch pee. Good thing this couch is going bye bye when we move. Plus, that's Red's spot. ;)

I did 600mg neurtontin and like 1000 mg ibuprofen. Could be why I don't feel crappy in the gut but whatever. Oh and the MSLifelines nurse, CRAZY HELPFUL, had me warm the injection site too. I'll keep doing that even if it didn't change anything b/c now in my head I think it helps. It's a big ole mind game.

They're installing the new AC right now...

and it's another shot day. I need to call MSlifelines and ask how to get rid of half the meds in the syringe. Dr. S said it's ok to do for 2 weeks to try to help me get used to it, no more evil gut things or headaches hopefully. In theory I should be used to it already but obviously not.

I got a pill holder thing so I don't forget to take my meds. Now I just have to remember to look at it every night. ;) I can't forget to take it. Not smart.

My ac is dead..

yeah, I knew that flip floppers. This is the temp solution, see the pic duh. They'll be installing a new AC tomorrow. My meds are not good b/c they were hot for 3 days and I'm cranky. Poor poor Wendy, the office chick, b/c this is bunk. She will be hearing from me first thing in the am before we go to music. We have to find something to do until they fix the dang thing. maybe we'll go try out Hop, Skip, Jump tomorrow. Unfortunately we need to be back at 2 for naptime.

No more AC words...

b/c it's all the same. They're ridiculas. Seriously.

The meds are making me sick. I also forgot to take my neurontin last night. I need a pill box. I will buy one when I send pictures to Walgreens from snapfish. I called MSLifelines and they suggested I call the doc and ask if I can cut the dose in half so I can take longer to get used to it. I called and left a message and have gotten no call back yet. Maybe tomorrow or Thursday. Regardless I have to take another shot tomorrow and feel like crap on Thursday. I also asked if it was supposed to hurt. She said yes until you get used to it. It hurts bad enough where I don't want to do it. I take out the basket, smell the alcheehaul wipes. It makes it hurt before I ever do it. Pathetic I know. Oh well.

It feels cooler..

except in our bedroom. I think the dude came and did something. It still smells dusty but the purifier thing is coming this week according to the shipping thing. I also bought 3 little plants and put them together in a planter. I got rid of my fab huge plants b/c Meredith tried to eat them but I got low light ones this time so they can stay up high until I can help her to understand that plants in a pot are not like plants in the refrigerator.

Everything has been the same only I'm feeling more tired and cranky probably b/c I'm hot. 600mg, numb/where'd it goness, it's shot day today LEFTLEFTLEFT. No stomach ache but a headache but that could be b/c I'm angry.

That's all I think.

I thought of another problem...

My meds are good at normal room temp not this room temp. These people are going to have issssssuesssssss with meeeeee. I keep the weeks injections out in the basket. They can't be cold when injected and I don't remember normal things as it is let alone adding on a get out your meds thing to my head. I hardly remember to inject on the proper side for Gods sake.

The AC is still wonky

The dude called me back when I filed another report thing with the apt people. He goes you need to close the vents in the other parts of your apt to get the air to flow in the bedrooms. I said but then it;'ll be hot in the other rooms. He said you have to mess with the vents and figure out a way to make it so it's ok everywhere. OK see, we pay a lot to live in this teeny space. The whole joint ought to be cooled from the CENTRAL ac without having to mess with the vents. I closed most of the other vents so maybe Meredith's room would cool down and I put a fan near her door so she won't be taking a sweaty nap. Horrible. I also put a fan on me so I could sit in the bedroom on the desktop then go thru all the crap from the ac closet and find stuff to get rid of. I shouldn't have to do this. We won't be living here much longer we won't be living here much longer we won't be living here much longer. That's my secret mantra for the day. Not a secret any longer.

On a cooler note (see the sarcasm there? ;) ) Meredith has on some cutey shorts she got from Ms. B for her birthday. Not too short and super cute. Here's a picture of her and Baby Da. Up on top I guess. I can't make them go underneath. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough. Ignore the messy closet behind her please. Thank you.

The AC went wonky last night...

but they came at like 11:30 to temp fix it. We're going to go to Ms. E's to drop off some toys that will be sold at her garage sale. I'm not wanting to leave but I'm tired of sitting in this joint.

If I weren't hot last night I'd have slept better. Otherwise everything is the same.

I'm wondering if sleeping...

causes my hands and left foot to go numb. Or maybe that's just absurd and I notice it more when I wake up b/c I'm not distracted by anything. Regardless it's annoying.

I don't have a stomach ache but I do have a headache. I'll take that. My mouth is crazy dry, I think it's a side effect/affect of the meds. One day I'll get that right. Maybe not b/c I really don't care. I've peed more times than necessary AND IT'S SO FUCKING HOT WE CAN'T GO OUTSIDE UNLESS WE REALLY HAVE TO. I just dropped the f-bomb. Sorry. I seriously hate the summer. Did I also say I was tired?

Today is just a day. We're going to make a Father's Day thing for Red and I'm going to send it in his first box. he might not get it on time but it'll be on it's way. We'll also do some other crafty thing then I'll do her laundry. I figure finger paint wants to be washed off quickly even if it is washable.

I'm also going to start doing Fit TV things again. 30 minutes of Gilad or Sharon Mann. 30 minutes b/c nap is only an hour so I need a bit of time to do other stuff too. Annoying but it's too hot to go to the gym. By the time we go tthere the car wouldln't even be cool b/c it's not even 2 miles away and I'll be overheated from the start. Useless.

She just woke up. I let her sleep a little late. She said, "Where Dada?" I said, "He's on the ship remember?" She said, "No." then laid back down. Poor girl. She doesn't get it. But that could be a good thing.

This blog is fricking hilarious

http://itsababynotbrainsurgery.blogspot.com/

I've laughed out loud several times while reading it. Check it out.

OK that just hurt my butt...

Just had to say that. I turned it back down to 3 arrows after that shot. I think maybe the 3 arrows is lower. Or maybe I'm convincing myself of that b/c that dang shot just hurt. I'm going to have to ask if I can just rotate belly and arm if I pay attention each part will bet a week rest at least. I had to pull the needle out after I saw the arrows showing all the meds were in went down not a count to ten. IT HURT! OUCH! But all of the meds got in and that's what matters right?

Last night was just another Thursday night...

I slept ok. Meredith woke up thining it was time to play at 6am then went back to sleep around 7:30. I let her sleep later than normal b/c I was still tired. That works for me sometimes. I woke up not being able to feel either of my hands when I finally did wake up for the day. They weren't just numb they weren't there. That's not cool.

I intended on not doing anything today but my phone needed charging so I went to Bed Bath and Beyond and let the phone charge in the car. PS the house charger is with Red which is ok b/c now I HAVE to leave on days other than just Tuesday and Wednesday.

I got this DIY magazine from the comissary that I think I need a subscription to. It's good cool crap in it. Once I have a garage I can get back to making stuff. I'm excited for that.

Red is in port CONUS so he can call from his cell. He calls when we're doing stuff so I say did you see her teeth dad she's brushing nicely right ? Or did you see Meredith eating so well with her fork? Or look at how she put her toys away so nicely dad aren't you proud? He goes, you know I can't see her. I said yeah but she doesn't. So he plays along.

So it's all the same, dry mouth, pee too much, 600mg neurontin, tired, numb/dead hands and numb upper back. Whatever.

Today is the second 44mcg shot day. It'll be RIGHT butt. I've already done arm and belly on the right side. I'm too scared to try doing my thigh. I'm more muscular there than the nurse chick thinks. I had on pants and I guess she just assumed by legs look like my belly ;). I did dial the needle down to 2 arrows. I'm not doing 3 arrows any longer. It's still a fat injection but I think it feels better. It doen't hurt, except that one time, but this is better.

Pictures from Meredith's party...

and that's all. She had a good time. Ate too much frosting then twirled in her new tutu so she hurled but it didn't phase her!

Pics of her new tutu from Ms D and the fab cake from Ms E. Chocolate b/c Meredith likes chocolate and a pastel flower thing b/c she's seriously a girl.

44mcg shot day was yesterday...

I did the ibuprofen instead of tylenol thing and I think that made my head hurt less but it did nothing for my stomach or the waking up thing or anything else. I think we may need to night wean or I need to get the pee under control b/c waking to nurse twice and to pee 3 times is NOT helping the tired thing.

I canceled out plans for JW Tumbles today b/c I knew I'd feel like crap. That was a good idea. Now poor Dodo will just have to sit in the ac with me today.

I'm going to go thru the b-day pics so maybe I'll post them later.

Music class day...

and maybe it'll be fun. Yeah uh huh.

Yesterday the doctor doubled my neurontin. He said he had me on the lowest dose and now it was time to start to up it since it wasn't working. I also told him all the crap that has been happening. He offered provigil for fatigue (it's really bugging me. I coudl sleep all day and still be tired). I need to look it up b/c I'm not a big fan of medication. I can't justify taking all kinds of crap for the rest of my life if I can find another way to manage my issues.

Today is the first day of full dose shots. The doc suggested I take motrin instead of tylenol and maybe benadryl as well for the premedication. I'll try it b/c if it makes me feel better I'd rather take just motrin and benadryl as if I have allergies instead of more other crap that will screw me. The benadryl though, I thought it was one of those milk reducing drugs. That may not be a bad thing though b/c the small girl has been nursing like crazy and on the days she starts to slow down or if she goes like 5 hours without nursing I'm in pain and leaking. Thats not cool.

I need to get a box and go to a notary sometime soon. Maybe this afternoon when Stink wakes up. We need to get a birthday gift too so we really do need to go out.

Everything is the same except I am now on 300mg neurontin at night and 300mg neurontin in the am.

Today is a doc appt and dance class...

they're going to draw blood for liver enzymes and I'm sure something else. How is it that when you know they're looking for liver issues suddenly you think the whites of your eyes are yellow? Paranoia.

Another bad day for a nap b/c my appt is at 3. Oh well.

Last night I did my shot late and took my neurontin late. I think I did actually get more sleep that way b/c I didn't start feeling yucky until about 6 this morning. Maybe that's going to have to be the new thing.

Everything is the same. Always the same. One day maybe it won't be.

He's gone...

and if I can figure out where I uploaded the pictures I'll share them. A few of them anyway.

It's Monday....

the last day of the lower dose shot. I did what Red said and wrote in big ole letters on the calendar R L R L R L thru July so I won't forget and do the wrong side shot thing again.

Monday is also a lot of other things day. I'll post a picture when we get home later while Meredith naps. I'm sure she'll sleep hard b/c it'll be kind of late. That can't be helped though.

Last night I actually slept. Not well, but I slept. My left hip hurts, maybe b/c I started my future lacrosse career yesterday. Wait, no I didn't. Maybe it just hurts b/c I have rickety joints. I'm starved so I need ot eat. I need to pee AGAIN. I need to drink more water and the need to pee thing doesn't encourage me to do that. headache, stomach ache, but that could be anxiety. 300mg neurontin. I'm thinking that might change tomorrow b/c I go see the Dr. S tomorrow for some blood-work and a how are you doing. PLEASE BE NORMAL LIVER ENZYMES. I do NOT want to have to change meds already.

That is all.

We went bowling today...

and ate dinner with the A's. It was mmmm mmmm good like normal. Thanks again people!

Last night was unremarkable. Nothing changed same old same old. This evening, though, I nearly fell over. Lost my balance and I was just standing, not holding something, not talking, nothing and I nearly fell.